So lately in my life I've been having quite vivid dreams. Which honestly I kinda like, if only I could remember them.
Well last night I had a dream and only upon waking did I remember it and realize it.
It was a dream about hangin out with one of my best friends and a friend of hers.
I remember her friend had finished his homework and things got a bit awkward so I had said out of politeness and a bit passive-aggressiveness, "you guys can leave whenever you'd like, please to feel pressured to stay"
So they decided to leave. and instead of walking them to the front of the house I just walked them to my bedroom door, for I was hurt. As my best friend passed behind her friend I tapped her shoulder and asked why? She replied with tears in her eyes with a shrug. So I pulled her back and said Do you not feel that things are different? I don't like it like this. To which she responded I don't like it either! But what am I supposed to do?
So talked and let out our emotions and our frustrations. She basically ended up saying I'm happy for you and I do love you, I just don't know what you're going through and how to feel about it. (not that anything major is going on, but we're taking different paths in our lives)
So I understand. and it brought clarity to my real life. For this dream manifested I believe out of how I feel about someone. I was wishing for that relief of honesty.
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